Somtimes I wish I weren't me. Sometimes I wish that when I go to bed at night that I would wake up completely different. i'd still be me, but just a different me. I don't know if that's possible or if God would even allow that to happen.
But sometimes when I look in the mirror I'm not satisfied with who I am and I wish that it could change all in a second and I'd be the person, the girl that I've always dreamed that I would be.
I'm just tired of being me.
4 comments:
Oh, Melanie, my heart breaks for you as I can completely empathize with you. I won't try to offer platitudes to make you feel better, but I will tell you how very much I love you! You are wonderfully and fearfully made!
I know how you feel Melanie and I totally relate to what you are saying. However, I love you just the way you are! You are definitely one of the coolest people I know. I love you!
God made Melanie perfectly the way He wanted her to be. To experience and grow in the way He wanted her to. God's creation is perfect, so Melanie is perfect. God has asked Melanie to love others as she loves herself....does that mean that Melanie would like others to change too?
I love you the way you are, but I understand exactly how you feel. The above is what I tell myself and my kids when they tell me that they're not happy with who they are. I also remind them that they can be more in Christ. I can't but God can.
i can tell you that being a Melanie has its ups and downs---but overall, i'm glad there are Melanies in the world.
thought i'd say hello...i saw your post on What's the Story and almost confused myself with you. haha.
have a fun weekend being a melanie! hope you hear good news about your trip today.
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